What a Mystery

what a mystery
this being-ness.

why is it so?
and how?

any answer is itself
a part of the great mystery

and cannot be finally
grasped or solved.

chasing an ultimate meaning
circling, catching only a tail.

most mysterious of all
is how one forgets.

even reading these words
the mystery is felt only dimly.

a matrix of ephemeral certainties
overcasts a sky of infinite awe

yet in a perfect moment
unbidden and eternal

I am the universe
winking at oneself.